bye Cutesy...

curent mood: sad sad sad

I decided to suspend my very own baby, CutesyGirlz.
I.. couldn't handle it anymore.
Some says, "I should hire an assistant!"
Me say, what for? I don't think I need 'em.

I will re-opening my online boutique as soon as possible. Oh how I love that job, and how shame I was, cos I can't defend it. But I know this is the best way, at least for now.

Well,
things happened these days were not that nice. There's a lot pressure, at works, at business, but thank God, not at love life (it's FINE I swear.LOL).
Works: our division's target seems impossible! I know it's recession, but, please HELP US! I hope they'll change the new scheme soon. But good thing is, IF only I achieve the target this month, then I'll up to the next level. Yay..... End of March is still 3 days to go. HURRY UP Intan!!! \(^^,)/

I haven't tell you about my additional income, which came at the right time, right person, right place. I'm just lucky! This is why I'm so stressful nowadays. I have three responsibilities at the same time. First, my job at DBS, second, manage financial thingy at his bikeshop, third, my side-job. It gets me frustrating! >.<

I guess I need some refreshment, so last Thursday I went to Jakarta.
I had a pretty fun time, but then again... When I was on the way home, my sister called me and she said that she drove my car and CRASHED it!
DAMN IT! My mood was DOWN DOWN DOWN, how could she?
Why my parents allowed her to go? In fact she doesn't have a driving LICENSE, and she starts driving (you know what?) just 2 months ago! And they allowed me to drive my car. Oh it SUCKS.

Contrary to popular belief...

HG and I did not get into a fight and decided to stop working together on I am Fashion and started our own blogs instead. (Even our mutual friends wondered about it!) We still email each other daily about the intricate details of our lives and random thoughts we have, and feel extremely empty when the other is away and has no access to the internet. When I freak out, she is the first person I call and she is still my maid of honor when I fantasize about my wedding. Our reasons for closing down I am Fashion still stands, though I do think that my later rationalization of it in this blog is a better articulation of how we feel.

As for us continuing to blog even more regularly than before, I attribute it to the "newness" of our blogs. Starting a new blog is like starting a relationship. At the beginning everything is new and exciting as you get to know the other person and watch your relationship grow and mature. Every up and every down is a significant moment. Then the honeymoon phase eventually wears off and you reach a happy medium, where your relationship becomes a part of your daily life. With any luck, you will live happily ever after in this state with a few surprises here and there to spice up the norm. If not, your relationship will wane and you grow apart, eventually deciding that you are both better off parting ways.

Clearly I'm in the honeymoon phase. We are starting to explore new things together, trying to figure out what works best for the both of us. Every new post is an adventure. Every comment and email is exciting. I want to spend every moment of everyday with it, checking on its progress i.e. stalking the traffic, the incoming and outgoing links etc. It's an exhilarating feeling that I'd almost forgotten about!

Analogy aside, it is heartwarming to read everyone's encouraging comments and to know that we were able to leave a small footprint on some people's lives. We appreciate your support and remember that we've not left the blogging world for good. Come visit us some time at our new blogs -(Find the links to our new blogs in the post below). We miss you guys!

Color Checking

I stopped by at http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com and did the color checking, the result depends on your date of birth. Here's my result, surprisingly, it's quite true!!

You are Blue Tiger, who is cheerful and straight forward person, but you also possess pure and clean atmosphere.
You are very active, and don't flirt with men and are not cautious towards them.
You are open-minded person with big warm heart.
You can make decent decisions and have observing eyes.
You are also intelligent and self confident.
Nevertheless you are not very good at quick decision makings, and tend not to act before you are convinced thoroughly.
But once convinced, you will go the whole way.
You are very popular, because of the way in which you don't show favoritism and you can make decisions on reason.
Unlike your cheerfulness, you tend to be very sensitive and tend to worry needlessly.
You seem like a romantic type, but you are very realistic and don't go following your dreams forever.
You are actually thinking a lot about your future.
Although you seem like a big-sister type, you can be conservative towards men.
You have good sense, but your interests are rather old fashioned.
When you are in a difficulty, there will always be someone to help you.
Those who received lots of help from the others tend to become warm hearted, and take care of the other people well.
You tend to link love and marriage.
And you wish for the two to become one.
Even if you get married, you tend to find activity outside home, so it will be good for you to keep a distance.

can't eat can't sleep i'm sick

There I am in my bed.
I'm sick, so sick.. I'm coughing a lot, got fucking influenza, and
I can't go anywhere now so I can catch up my time to write in my blog again.

It seems my body can't stand anymore with my hectic days. I thought I can manage it all, and be a multi-tasking woman, but I don't. I lost the battle. And thanks to this "lovely" weather. So hot at day, so cold at night + flood everywhere! No wonder I'm falling sick.

Well it such a very long long time, longest time I didn't keep in touch with my blog. Till I couldn't remember things that I should've write! I tried to collect all the missing puzzles from this place.

First off all, Dieter's birthday!
Yay... I brought him mini-tiny-super cute-doughnuts as his birthday cake early in the morning.. LOL. I was just trying something different, cos I thought it was so boring to bring another cheese-cake, etc. And I bought him a basketball shoes as a present. A shoes that he was longing for so long. What a happy day.. We're going lunch to Cloud 9, cool place, great atmosphere, great view, nice taste.

Valentine's Day
Nothing happen on Val's Day, he's not the type of man who brings dozen of red roses, chocolates, and poem. I don't like it either. Yikes.... This is not Romeo & Juliette era darling.
We tend to spend our time with my family.
This day was a blessing, cos me and Dieter found a place to built our bikeshop. We sell all spare-parts and accesories, also we provide bikes-service, and all.. We couldn't be happier.
My days began busy. Busy at office, busy to help Dieter. I never home early. Always above 9pm, while the next day must get up at 6 am and go to office at 8.

My first salary came at 25th February, the same time when I stated as "Sarjana Ekonomi". LOL.
I was so so so freakin happy. Finally.. I made it! After 7 semesters long, finally I finish my college. Can't wait till the graduation time on May.

March 3rd.
Grand opening of our bikeshop. It named "Berkat Motor".
(in english Berkat means "Blessing")
We hopes our lil bikeshop can bring blessing for us, and for those who stop by at our shop.
I'm even more busy and busy.
I went to shop every lunch time, to bring Dieter his lunch, cos he's very busy too. I know he's very tired and all. So I tried to provide (at least) his lunch. I went away from office at 12, and drove back to office at 1.30, always going on and on like that. I came back to shop at 6, to write down all income that day and input it on our file. Then I go to dinner with him.

You won't find the word "INSTANT" in every single human who build everything from zero. Unless you're Paris Hilton (even I don't think she can continue his grandfather's business).
This thing makes our love grow stronger. There's sweat, blood, and tears in our days. I promise to stay right by his side no matter good or bad. Dieter always told me to stay grounded, look what below us, so we can feel grateful everyday. Look above when we need a motivation. And don't forget to dream. He says that if we can dream it, we can make it come true!

But then again, I'm only human. Maybe this is the right time to take a day off, isn't it?
If I'm not sick now, then I can't write in my blog. LOL.

Tips For Models

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